(如果的事)
今天,很不開心,跟她吵架了,我沒的休息,靠!不過在下個星期就可以休息了。
電話沒開,信息不回,什么都沒了。
很擔心,很害怕,不懂他在做什么。
如果今天是我休息就好了,
如果我沒有做工就好了,
如果我們一起就不會這樣了。
唉,其實我是一個很簡單,非常 簡單的人,我已經改變了很多,以前的東西我已經沒了,為什么會這樣?
就是因為你,改變了我很多,但是,我還是一樣的苯苯的,什么事情都不是很明白,為何?
不知道,你每次問我為什么?
我真的不知道,這就是我嘛。
我自己都不懂叻,電話打不到,我真的很擔心,我快要哭了。
比,求你開電話讓我受到你的信息,求你好嗎?
現在的我在想,到底現在有多少對情侶在吵架中呢?
剛剛在樓下抽煙的時候,就是給我看到一對情侶在吵架,男的還推開女的,哇靠!
看到都生氣,好才我不是這樣對待自己女朋友的人。
看到都”杜蘭“。比,真的希望你能夠聽聽我的解釋。就是希望,我什么希望都沒了,就是只有你,連你都不理我我已經不懂得要怎樣面對其他事情。
比-我真的很舍不得你去。我愛你。
杰
(我們的故事)

(我們的故事)
她不喜歡: 你說話沒經過大腦。
她不喜歡: 你做東西沒交代。
她不喜歡: 你遲到。
她不喜歡: 你看其他女生。
她不喜歡: 你看其他男生(GAY)的。
她不喜歡: 你頂嘴。
她不喜歡: 你亂亂說話。
她不喜歡: 你插嘴。
她不喜歡: 你大聲和她說話。
她不喜歡: 你慢回他信息。
她不喜歡: 你丟下她一個人。
她不喜歡: 你叫她全名。
她不喜歡: 你做幼稚的行為。
她不喜歡: 你發他的脾氣。
她不喜歡: 你從服的說回同樣的話。(當我們吵架的時候)
她不喜歡: 你做東西慢慢來。
她不喜歡: 你做工的時候穿帥帥。(因為她怕被其他女生看) ~幸福~呵呵
她不喜歡: 你要她等。
就是這樣: 我們一起創造了一個很幸福的小小家庭,每次休息她都會煮東西給你吃,給你抱抱,給你親親,待在你身邊。
就是這樣: 我們一起了8個月多,雖然生活不是很好,但是我們彼此都很努力,希望大家可以活的好一點。
就是這樣: 我們一吵架,她就很夠力的罵你,因為都是你不好,每次說什么都不明白,一直要他從服的說一次。
就是這樣: 我們一有什么開心的事情就會拿出來分享,他很喜歡你用那些怪怪的樣子逗她開心。
就是這樣; 我們一起的時候,都有很多人說,你男朋友很愛你哦,你很愛你女朋友哦。
就是這樣: 我們一出街的時候,他都會抱著你的腰部,摸摸你的腰部。
就是這樣: 我們一起很多有趣的東西發生。
就是這樣: 我們一起會到永遠~
~就是這樣(我們的故事) 會一直都在寫。我愛你~
作者:高俊杰,劉嘉雯

SEPTEMBER 06-09-2008
Jackson Kau Zun Ket
Carmen Liew Jia Wen
we together already,at tht time.. i am very happy coz got her beside me..
i never think before we will together ,we are fall in love each other..
I LOVE YOU BI...in tht time we are very happy , but sometime we also will argue ..
BI event what things happen.. me still me .. i wont change anythings ..
untill now we already 8month .. haha .. so fast right.. we face many problem together ..and i tell ym dear before .. when i together with you .. what things i also wont think.. what thinks also wont come out in my mind.. my brain jus full of you..
bi.. i know i am not perfect man .. but at least i got a perfect heart to treat you .. event you angry me scold me hate me .. i also will trying the best way to save it back.. our relationship will continue till many many years .. coz why ? now i tell your all.. jus trying do not argue wif each other , gals when they angry .. what u say they also wont listen.. coz they " HATE " you.. they " Heart Pain" they "SAD"
jus trying to slove they temper down.. slowly slowly talk to her.. make her happy back.. then?
HAHA.. you will fine .. story will continue again.. "Love Story " started you 2gether with her, the pen i holding at your hand, and you also will start write the story.. why so many people will end? coz they dun wan to write already.. they feel tired.. they wan stop.. i write till now i also wont feel tired.. .. i am continue write it, i wan my gal beloved... i wan she happy.. but, i also feel some sad , why? i never give her anythings.. but i already giv my heart to her ... Bi Sorry.. i will hardworking ... for our future.. why i love my gal so much.. try to think what they thinking... even she scold you, but she jus wanna you know u are wrong.. you cant do this.. remember.. don fight it back.. ^^
BI,you say before.. we 2 hardworking, wan get a nicely life for us.. YES!! I WILL I DO!!!! I LOVE YOU TOO.. Our Story will be continue till Forever...
I LOVE MY GAL VERY MUCH !!!! MORE THAN MYSELF !! MORE THAN EVERYONE!!
[Remember This Is Our Story]
ToDay ,
i am very scared,coz why? my gal .. angry me.. scold me .. dulan me ...everythings also me 1 person did it..i did mean everythings,i am really jus ask .. and i never louder.. and to day .. my gal talk to me.. i go work at there .. but i am not dun wan giv ..but its.. really dangerous.. i wan say de things is.. bi.. you are make up artist.. after work already 10pm night .. then back home almost 11 or 1130pm.. almost midnight,i am very dam sam you.. coz really night,now days all people also lnow got those MOTOR sohai.. robe those gal beside road.. and this and tht.. i am really very worry bout tht happen.. jus now you ask le me 1 question.. if............den you .... la .... i am very scare ..my heart getting cold.. i only dare to asking tht question.. i know u tell me 沒經過大腦.. but i am jus wanna to asking izit? i know you wont .. u tell me those things coz u know my answer.. bi.. i know u wan work because of...
i am trying my best to show you somethings to you.. anyway.. my heart very very pain.. for ?
because i scare.. and " NTH WILL CHANGE ME " .. love you .. i will say now 2molo and ever.. i jusu wanna to tell you..
i will support you jus like u support me 2.. i love you ..

Mask
HeHe,today we do mask together..i love it.. haha .. see me and my dear .. sleep tight tight ..
hehehehe.. bi .. my face so so so cold oh..haha .. i love you so much..MuacksSsS
Sleepy Lo~ Ciao~ Muacks I Love You .. ^^

WeDDing DayS
Today Going Wedding With My LovelY CarMen ..hehe..so rushing .. coz i finish work direct going back home then change my clothe and phone her .. set up my hair.. bla bla bla .. walao ..
i am late to fetch my dear,she keep sms me .. zzz dear sorry wo.. JAM!!!but luckly we no late ,coz 9pm only start=.=" zzz ... then we table jus got 6 people=.= my sis BF , Ah Fwei , 2 Stranger,1 Sohai and me and my Preety Dear .. keke 1st food.. dunno wat lai de.. hmm.. not bad.. second is Shark Fin .. zzz coz we jus 6 people,so i eat ate 4 bowls=.= coz no poeple wan eat and too many.. crazy, my dear jus eay 1 bowls .. haha .. Bi ,u don like it meh? tht stranger ask u .. leng lui shark fin so good for skin de woh.. u wan wan eat ah? hehe ..i saw my EX boss at there.. those table is Crazy.. the Most crazy all sitting at tht table.. they already drink 7 red wine and 1 Chivas.. walao
ci sin , seems like they wedding =.= people invite them .... they scream here talk louder .. whole hall people was watching them.. haha but they enjoy.. my EX boss pull me going the Ghost Table.. and force me drink a mix Drink .. Thts is " Red Whine,Chivas,carlsbreg " my face dam red and blur ... and tht night is 8 month we together the 1st time he saw me Blur , talk nonsens , worried, VOMIT!!!!!!... stupid EX boss keep forcing me drink tht kind of DrinksS~ wow~ tht feel was very shit!!
when i was driving car.. inside my brain i am jus thinking need fast back home.. i wan blur, i really cant see the road.. i very sorry bout my gal was worry me..Bi ~ sorry i drunk tht day .. Sorry =.= long time never did tht before already =.=zzz i using 18 min From Jln Kuari going to Desa Setapak.... i am jus trying fast going there ..i already 80% drunk.. i can see many car around me.. but i am still can see the road.. dangerous.. so " PLEASE DO NOT DRIVE WHEN YOU R DRUNK" think bout your family,think bout Your Gal.. Think who are careing you in this worlds~ Bi I promise you.. this is my last time i drunk .. next time going where clubbing i also will ring you go de.. i jus wan u control my drink.. keke .. BI I LOVE YOU .. MuackSssS
Nitez, Hand Tired.. HaHa.. ^^"

Yesterday my Lovely Bi Is Going my home helping me clean my room .. haha
sorry bi my room too dirty.. make u so tired and clean it..
i am so very happy and so touch ..its can say except my mom did this .. is no body will help me clean..Acutally is 1 week i will auto clean my self.. but now i working at morning shif .. is quite early wake up.. back home already almost 11.. damn .. i cant clean.. but i also will clean it..
thx for helping me cleaning..i saw your testi is stick at the wall..i like it .. u write please after see throw it away.. i dont wan dear .. i wan keep it there .. hehe ..no matter what happen i m jus wan u beside me.. i jus hope when i am sad,lonely,unhappy u also will beside me and together me ..
what i can say is.. when i together with you.. what pressure i also will forget..
i am so happy and enjoy it .. I Love tht feeling .. But last night i am unlucky.. i make u angry me .. =.=" bi i will arrange it and tell u and prove it to you too.. i jus wan u know .. " I ALWAYS LOVING YOU "
I LOVE YOU .. CARMEN ^^"